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the Mr is: KELVIN LIM YI RONG
3rd November 1989
18 going 19
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February 2008

Friday, February 1, 2008


Haiz..i m jus lik a knight tat is fightin a hudge dragon which is impossible bt i still will try to kill it..cuz tat is hw i am goin to carry on is either me or de dragon mus die if nt there will be no endin i jus need de strength i hope i will hab de strength to kill de dragon and carry on...HAIZ...i jus feel damn stress since de dae i m out!!dunno y bt jus feel tat there are so mani prob tat i can't handle..it lik de sky is fallin on mi..i jus can't hold it any longer..
3 mre daes till i will go back to my sentenced..and i still dunno wat to do..there are jus so mani tings tat i still cannot or shld i sae nt willin to pt it dwn yt..there are jus so mani knots in my heart tat i gotta untie..bt i jus dunno tat there will be dis few knots tat are jus so hard to untie..i jus feel lik jus givin up or shld i sae i jus feel lik dyin frm dis world..cuz i realli can't take it anymore..i feelin so hopless i jus can't spend sufficient time wit mine FAMILY,HONEY,NU'ER,AH KU and mine frenz..i jus don hab de freedom tat i hab last tym..i did a realli big mistake..and i hab drop so deep tat i need a long rope to pull mi out if nt i will gt stuck there forever without ppl knowin tat i m there..i jus wanna go back to de tyms tat i hab bfore dis case..after dis case den i noe tat i hab freakin screwed up mine life and after dis case tat i noe hu i could trust and hu i cn lean on wen i need a shoulder..and i oso noe tat hu are de ppl hu gib mi love so willingly without even need mi to gib them back..bt nw i cherish every single tym wit them and i oso will love them back..i hope tat de guy hu cn judge my life will realli gib mi a last CHANCE..tat's all i need rite nw..PLZ LET MI OUT OF DIS HELL.
i m realli dyin soon..i miss her so much and love her so much..bt i jus can't gib her wat she wans or needs..she need tym wit mi bt i jus can't gib her cuz nw i hab insufficient tym fr her and my tym is bein shorten to de extend where by i hab to tink of hw to spend mine tym wisely..i jus miss de old tym,jus blame myself fr being so selfish and nt cherishing de tym wit her..nw den i realized i hope it nt too late to even pray to god fr forsaking mi nw..i nw is sort of crappy tat in trouble den pray to god..bt i realli pray tat my god would save mi to untie all de knots fr mi..bcuz i realli can't take it anymore..problems are jus keep comin my wae problem after problems wen will it end..i m realli at de edge of de mountain i seriously dunno wat to do..all i cn do is jus see de dae pass infront of mi..i jus dunno wat shld i do..cn someone jus tell mi wat to do..
2dae,i wen dwn in de mornin to meet her we wen fr shoppin after tat wen to meet my brother and nu'er after tat went to meet her again bt it was pretty late till de some of de shop closed bt the shop we wanted to go nt yt closed bt we gotta hurry cuz i got tat tym restriction tinggi so in de end she didn't buy anything..i feel so hopeless..cuz i jus can't pei her all de wae..i jus feel damn hopeless man..wat a bf she hab..tat can't pei her to shop fr awhile mre fr hr chinese new year clothes...HAIZ..hw i wish all dis was a dream..a dream tat i cn nvr wake up..i guess is impossible cuz my brother ah ku jus punch mi and i could feel it so i guess it nt a dream is a reality tat i mus face..bt i m too afraid to face..HAIZ..i guess nw i cn do is jus surrender and jus pray hard tat de guy hu is gonna jude my life could jus gib mi a 1 last CHANCE tat's all i wish or request...GOD pls save mi i surrender myself to u...pls save mi frm de HELL tat i m goin... tat's all i cn do...

11:18 PM
A sentimental yearning.