Monday, February 11, 2008
Haiz...i just feel like dying because i will never know when they want me back they only say by this week..but i never know when is it i just feel damn stress because as soon as he call mi i got to go back just that till now he haven't call me back yet..i just hate my friend who got me into this shit why can't he just help me out instead he flee happily i just don't get it i always try my best to help him but he just hack care when i need his help 1st ting he will do is to run away but when he need help he will know how to look for me why must all this happen on me..i treat him as brother he treat me like shit..i wanted to look for him and chiong him down but my friend ask me not to because it will make me having an extra charge so i didn't..GOD must i really become bad because hao xing will always mei yo hao bao..now all i can do is to wait for him to call mi and go back there and wait for mine charge..i just pray hard that GOD will help me out of this crap or should i say this shit..once i am done i will be damn happy and i will turn over a new leaf to become a good person..ah ku if you where to see this help mi remember this once i am done and i get a light sentence which is probation trust me on this i will chiong out with you..and trust me we will go drink together till both of us drop dead okae...trust me..and when we wake up we will be a new person in this world that will make everybody respect us..GOD please help me..
3:41 PM
A sentimental yearning.